Miss you<3 / Nicole P. (Friend/Cheerleading CO-Captian )
Christina
I've already prayed for your soul today but I wish you knew how sad the thought of your funeral & everything surrounding your death truely makes me. I remember hearing you were missing I remember hearing you were gone I remember seeing Shelly & everyone at school I remember seeing you at the wake with your pom-poms & your favorite cd's & your cheerleading outfit. It just didn't seem real. You know? The last time we saw eachother you were so kind to me my friends weren't being too nice that day & you told me to keep my chin up & that you'd always be my friend. Im so THANKFUL for those kind last words from you...The whole time at the church I cried...& the whole time to the cemetery...you were buried near a good friend of my dads he's right down by the tree hope you both have met =]
When your body went in the ground I fell over & felt like I was gasping for air. I couldn't even breathe. Seeing Shelly put a flower on your casket & seeing the pain she was in I had to walk away. My parents comforted me but nothing felt good about what was happening to you. I've lost touch with Shelly over the years I wish her so much happiness in whatever it is she is doing. I wish I could say I wasn't crying while writing this but I am. You are thought of often Christina.
I wanted to mention to you about that time when I was talking to a friend about you & then a few minutes later an Eric Clapton documentary came on & they started playing Tears in heaven which is the song my mom & I both think of when we think of you. I felt you there it was the strangest thing...it was like you were right next to me saying "that was cool wasn't it you mentioned me & here I am"...thank you for that Christina...
My mom planted flowers at your grave this morning & this afternoon at school by your memorial. Wish I couldv'e been there. She planted blue flowers since we know they are your favorite.
I miss you Christina I miss you sas your beautiful voice your passion for music & cheerleading & life I miss your gentle spirit I miss cheerleading with you! I miss you.
Love Always
Nicole--please watch over us we need all the angels we can get down here.
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